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About demons, 1 of 3. How they function

5/31/2025

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Hi all,
 
I was on a ministry trip in Mexico speaking at a small church up in the mountains. Their hearts were pure in their love and fear of the Lord, though they were poorly taught. 
 
In the prayer line after the service nearly every woman came forward for prayer, and the vast majority said they wanted prayer to get rid of demons which they blamed for their ailments. Many had stomach pain, others had pain in their joints, all blamed on demons. When laying hands on them to command healing, the vast majority did not actually have demons - they just needed healed. I wondered why they thought every ailment was from a demon. 
 
The influence of demons
In the gospels there are only 19 or 20 instances of individuals being healed by Jesus (depending how you count them). They range from Peter's mother-in-law near the start of Jesus' ministry in Mark 1:29-30, to Malchus' ear being healed which Peter had cut off in the Garden of Gethsemane. (Luke 22:49-51 and John 18:10-11.) 
 
Even more surprising is that there are only 7 instances of individuals being delivered from demons or their influence in the gospels. (There are passages stating large groups of people were healed and/or delivered such as Mark 1:34, but I am talking about individual instances.)
 
It is in these individual accounts we are able to see in some detail the interaction between Jesus and demons, and how He dealt with them. The most revealing interaction is perhaps the 3x repeated account in Matthew 8:28-34, Mark 5:1-20, Luke 8:26-39 of the man with Legion. This was the man who had so many demons, Jesus spoke to the leader named Legion. A Roman Legion was 2,000 soldiers, so this many had many demons. (Matthew 8:28 says there were two men, Mark and Luke just focus on the one man who had Legion.) 
 
The man who was delivered lived in the Greek area of the Gadarenes. It was a Greek and Roman region of 10 cities called the Decapolis on the east side of the Lake of Galilee, to whom Jesus went and taught. The first thing we notice is 'the man had an unclean spirit.' An unclean spirit could be used to describe someone having a demon, but it could also mean more specifically, a sexually unclean spirit. That he was cutting himself and naked suggests this understanding. Luke 8:35 says once delivered people were shocked he was 'clothed and in his right mind'. 
 
The demon in charge of the man was called Legion. Here we see one aspect of demons; they are identified by their function. Legion was in charge of many demons. A deaf spirit caused deafness. A blind man unable to speak was delivered of a blind and dumb spirit in Matthew 12:22. In Luke 13:11 a woman bowed over for 18 years had a spirit of infirmity. Angels have names, demons have been stripped of everything and are known by their function. Satan is the word 'adversary' in Hebrew and Greek. (hassatan and satana, respectively)
 
Demons are territorial
In Mark 5:10 the demon named Legion begs Jesus not to send them out of the country. Most of us know there are parts of any city or town where bad things happen. We also know the rich and haughty parts of town. There are spirits that live in areas, and when they concentrate into an area, even unbelievers can sense the spiritual atmosphere of that area. Demons like to stay in areas they know, for they know the people there. They want influence in the natural realm. 
 
Legion begged Jesus not to be sent out of that region, and Jesus complied. That said, Jesus also tricked Legion by allowing them to go into the pigs, which promptly committed suicide, which sent the demons back into the spirit-realm without any inroad to a person's life. It is very possible those same spirits are there on the east side of the Sea of Galilee to this day, working to influence or enter into people with sexual sins. 
 
Barb and I were headed home after an appointment in Tulsa, and to get to the highway had to drive through an area of town with strip clubs, bars and such. While waiting at a stop light I began to notice our surroundings, and glanced over to a one story red brick building with a small sign indicating it was a place 'swingers' met. At that moment the Lord opened my eyes to also see the spiritual realm. I saw demons standing and sitting around the front door of that building. Some were even sitting on the edge of the flat roof, with their legs dangling over the side. They all were just standing or sitting there. I asked the Father:"What are they doing there?" He immediately replied:"They're waiting for the place to open, to see who they might attach themselves to." 
 
Yes, demons are territorial. This is what we see in what the Old Testament calls 'familiar spirits'. Those are spirits 'familiar' with a family, often associated therefore with contacting the dead in séance. (The familiar spirit imitates the dead person, and because they are familiar with the family, often know things about that dead or living persons).
 
When a person with a familiar spirit moves to another region or another country, that demon goes with them, bringing demonic influence to a new nation or region. This is how whole nations become oppressed by demons and 'doctrines of demons'. 
 
A familiar spirit may have entered a family generations ago, but use up one body after another through the generations, whether it be something like alcoholism or cancer, they stay with a family just like they like certain areas of town. They are just individuals, stripped of their righteousness, seeking to nullify God's work in our lives. They cannot read minds, and getting rid of them after they've been in a place for some time, is often a test of wills between them and the person who has been so long oppressed and harassed by them. 
 
Jesus also taught on demons in Matthew 12:26, 43-45
In Matthew 12:26 He said:"If Satan casts out Satan, he is divided against himself, how can his kingdom stand?"
 
We have missionary friends who observed witch doctors casting demons out of a person, but what actually happened is that they opened the door for a more powerful demon under the guise of casting a lesser demon out. Our friends explained that a witchdoctor would 'cure' a fever by 'casting out' a demon, but 3 months later or so that person would get a worse disease. They realized all that happened with the person relying on the demonic, was that a more powerful demon moved in.
 
We see this principle outlined in what Jesus said in 12:43-45:"When a demon is cast out he wanders in dry places seeking rest, but finding none." This shows us when demons are cast out, they are thrown back into the spirit realm, which is 'dry' for them not having any opening into this natural realm - which is what they want for they want to expand their influence and find rest from the torment of the kingdom of darkness. 
 
Jesus continued:
"Then (the demon) says, 'I will go back to my former house (person) and when he returns he finds it empty and clean (the person is free from the demon/condition/sin). Then (not wanting to be cast out again) he goes and gets 7 more powerful demons to inhabit the person, and they are worse off than before..."
 
This shows there is a hierarchy in Satan's kingdom, as there is in God's, for Satan can't create, he can only pervert the True. A father may have been a sinner, but his son may be worse - with more demons. In the same way there are angels in charge of nations, like Michael we are told in Daniel 12:1 is in charge of Israel, so too are demons set up in the mirror image of what God has, all the way down to territories, cities, and areas of cities. 
 
I was ministering in a service with about 1500 people, and the Father started talking to me about a woman present. He told me she was told by her mother when she was a girl that she wasn't pretty, and not smart, so she would have to work hard in life. He went on to say the way she as a young girl understood her mom's statement took away hope. That led to self-hatred, which led to anger, depression, and eventually thoughts of suicide. He told me she came that night for deliverance, or she would go home after the service and kill herself. He wanted to deliver her. As I shared all that and the rest of what He said with the congregation, I did not ask for a hand raised nor for her to come to the front for prayer. I merely cast out the demons in the name of Jesus from the platform, and asked the Father to then fill her with a fresh filling of His Spirit and heal her emotions - which opened the door for the demons in the first place. 
 
Three weeks later a woman stopped me in the hall before the evening service, saying she was that woman. She showed me scars on her arms from previous attempts and from teen self-cutting times. She said she was totally free, it was exactly as I had stated it, and thanked me profusely. About 3 months later I saw her again and she said she was still free and doing well. 
 
More next week, but this is plenty to think about! Until then, blessings,
John Fenn
cwowi.org and email me at [email protected] or [email protected]
 

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What does the Father want? 3 of 3

5/24/2025

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Hi all,
 
In the first 2 parts of this series we looked at the Father seeking true worshippers, and seeking a people after His own heart. There are other things that could be added - the Lord has come to seek and save those who are lost, the Lord looking to and fro on the earth to show Himself strong on behalf of those who follow Him, and other passages. 
 
The reason for this series is to learn to separate what others tell us God wants from what He actually wants. 
Church culture wants you in church, 'in the Word', giving to their cause, volunteering in a program, or participating in a church-wide spiritual goal. It is easy to (unintentionally) think God wants what the pastor says God wants. 
 
I had a Bible school student come to my office very upset. His church had started a morning prayer initiative, so during the previous 3 weeks he was getting up at 5am to pray for 15 minutes. He thought it must be God; the pastor was encouraging the congregation in each service to participate. This young man did that for the first 3 weeks, but in the last week he slept through his prayer time.  
 
He came to me because he was sure God was angry at him for failing to keep to the program, and wanted to know what he needed to do to get back on good terms with the Father. I asked how he knew the Father was angry at him? Did He tell him He was angry? (No) He assumed that because the church was pushing praying through the Lord's Prayer in the morning hours, it was equal to what God wanted. When he failed the church's expectations he thought he had failed God. I was able to help him receive the Father's peace, telling the young man when he felt that, it was the Father letting him know He wasn't angry with him. 
 
What if we could enter a walk with the Father and our Lord which isn't about us? 
Have you considered a walk with the Father that is focused on the Father instead of self? 
 
Micah was a prophet from a small town (Morasthite) but prophesied about Samaria (capital city of Israel) and Jerusalem (capital city of Judah). 
 
NOTEAfter Solomon's death Israel split into 2 kingdomsThe northern kingdom called Israel whose capital was Samaria, comprised 10 tribes. They rejected the worship of God in Jerusalem and the Levites there, developing their own priesthood. The southern kingdom was known as Judah, but included Benjamin, the Levites, and others from the 10 tribes who remained faithful to God. Their capital was Jerusalem and worshipped in the temple of Solomon. When one reads through the prophets it is important to note whether their ministry is to Israel (Samaria) or Judah. (For more information my audio series on "Walk through the OTIsrael's civil war", goes into detail)
 
Enter MicahHe was from a rural small town 
But he prophesied to the people and leaders of both capital cities and their respective centers of worship. Micah was the first prophet to specifically address the failure of both kingdoms to help the poor. They had the Law of Moses which was full of grace for the poor, but they each developed their own spirituality outside the provisions in the Law of Moses. 
 
For example, look at the law of the tithe and how it provided for the people, yet it was ignored. There were 4 tithes:
 
The first is 'terumah, or the 'first fruits offering'which went to the priests for their support. The second is 'ma'aser rishon', or first tithe. It went to the Levites. Not every member of the tribe of Levi became a priest, as the number of positions available in temple service was limited. So there were many more Levites than their were priests. The third tithe is 'ma'aser min hama'aser, the tithe of the tithe. The members of the tribe of Levi gave the tithe of what they received to those Levites who were priests. These 3 tithes went to support the priests and temple care and maintainance.  
 
The fourth is 'ma'aser sheen', or the second tithe. This tithe went directly back to the people who gave it. 
 
These 4 tithes were offered at different times over a 7 year period, with no tithe given the 7th year, a Sabbath year. 
On years 1, 2, 4 and 5 the 'second tithe' was taken to Jerusalem and offered to the Lord, and after the priests took their portion, the remainder was given back to the people who offered it. They held a big party to celebrate God's goodness.
 
On years 3 and 6 the 'second tithe' did not even go to the priests in the templeBased on an honor system, the people giving the second tithe in years 3 and 6 distributed their tithe locally to care for the poor, fatherless, and widows and all in need. This included the Levites/priests, for the priests had no inheritance of land, so were considered the same as the poor, thus entitled to be supported by the larger community.
 
Did you get that? Every year when people tithed, 1 of the tithes came back to the giver or never went to the priests at all. And they had a full year they didn't give any tithe, they kept it to themselves to be able to give to those in need. I have given all this background to understand the leadership in Israel and Jerusalem in the days of Micah were neglecting the Mosaic Law's provisions for the poor, including provisions in the law of the tithes. They were religious, but religious as they defined it. They were spiritual, but following their own desires not what God had written in His Word through Moses. 
 
Speaking to these religious leaders Micah's ministry to Israel and Judah is summed up in 6:8:
 
"He has declared to you O man what is good, yes, what God requires of youTo do justice, love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God."
 
The Father seeks worshippers, He seeks people after His own heart, that He may walk with us, and we Him. It is that simple. Drop the complicated faith. Drop the formulas and all you think you need to do to please Him. Just....walk....talk to Him like you would talk to anyone...and then pause, shift your attention to your spirit and sense His presence. It is that simple. 
 
Paul's great concern for the Corinthians was that Satan by subtlety would move them 'from the simplicity that is in Christ'*, to a complicated faith that ultimately presented another gospel, another Jesus, another spirit. Just keep it simple. Stop chasing things that tickle itching ears in order to fill that time getting to know your Father. Worship Him. Seek Him. Do right, love mercy, walk humbly with Him. Amen. *II Corinthians 113-4. 
 
New subject next week, until then, blessings,
John Fenn
http://www.cwowi.org and email me at [email protected] or [email protected]
 
 
 

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What does the Father want? He sees the good in you. 2 of 3

5/17/2025

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Hi all,
 
When King Saul was to be replaced, the Lord sent the prophet Samuel to the house of Jesse and his sons. Samuel says:"The Lord has sought for Himself, a man after His own heart..." I Samuel 13:14
 
Today we will look at the ability of the Lord to see the good in us
God is love. Love is kind, believes the best, hopes for the best. The Father daily believes in us and makes the choice to keep working in us and with us in order to mature us in Him. I John 4:7-8, I Corinthians 13:4-8
 
I knew a pastor with an explosive temper kept well concealed behind the scene, but known by most of the staff. I asked the Lord:"Why don't you judge him?" His reply was swift and a lesson that has stayed with me:"But look at all the good he is doing!" The Lord sees us in the big picture, realizing our flesh will go the way of the earth, and the real us is our spirit and soul. 
 
In Acts 13:22 Paul recites Jewish history, saying of this event:"I have found David, the son of Jesse, a man after my own heart, who will do my will." In Pslam 89:20 the Lord says:"I have found David my servant, with my holy oil I have anointed him." Both the Hebrew and Greek words for 'found' mean 'to discover after searching'. God was actively searching for someone who was 'after my own heart.'
 
There are at least 2 ways to understand 'a man after my own heart.' 
A grandmother might see some of herself in a granddaughter and comment; "A girl after my own heart." When she says that she is seeing herself in her granddaughter; the same interests, traits, personality, perhaps skill or talent. 
 
In this we can say the Lord saw some of Himself in David's heart. Isn't that the way it is with us now? The Lord sees some of Himself in us, for He created us, so it must be so. A mother of 4 daughters once told me when her daughters argued she had a hard time deciding who was right, for there was a little of her in all 4 of the girls so she saw all 4 points of view. So it is with the Father - He is in us, created us, so He sees Himself in our hearts. That's one understanding of what He saw in David. He saw some of Himself in him. (Paul alludes to this in II Corinthians 3:18, and James in 1:22-25)
 
Another understanding of 'a girl after my own heart' would be the granddaughter is pursuing interests close to her grandmother's heart - her interests, skills, talents and such. She is running after her heart, she is seeking her heart, she is wanting in her heart to do and be all the things that are in her grandmother's heart. This is the first understanding of I Samuel 13:14. David was a young man running after God, seeking Him, to do His will in his life. 
 
David was only 10-15 years old when he was anointed to be king. (I Samuel 16:13, II Samuel 5:4)
Let that sink in. He was as young as 10 years old when he was anointed to be king, though many suggest age 15. Though anointed to be king, it would be another 15 or more years before he took the throne. Remember my previous teaching that the Lord is the I AM and when He speaks, it seems like it is NOW, for He all things to Him are 'now'. But to us, what is now to Him, may take decades or a lifetime before it happens. David was a young pre-teen or young teen when the Lord says he was a 'man after my own heart.' But it was 15+ years before he became king. 
 
We also understand David was 16-19 years old when he killed Goliath. We know this because the battle was early in Saul's reign and army service began at age 20. David wasn't in the army, though 3 of his older brothers were. When David wanted to fight Goliath, Saul told him in I Samuel 17:33 he was just a boy and to go back home. The Hebrew word for 'boy' is 'na'ar', means 'youth' or 'child'.
 
Remember - at age 16-19 when fighting Goliath, David said he had already killed a lion and a bear! As a teen, did you have a time with the Lord 'in the wilderness' and killed your own metaphorical lions and bears, to emerge victorious in Christ? Did you have a time with the Lord when you were 10-19 years old like David did? He was singing and writing lyrics and songs as a pre-teen and teen. Many of us had these times with the Lord in our pre-teen and/or teen years. But then for many, life happened....
 
Life happened to David too. David was a very flawed man, but in his heart, he was all about God and His will
But consider that David lusted for Uriah's wife, Bathsheba. He took her while Uriah was on a deployment with the army. He then ordered Uriah to be put at the front of the line so he would be killed. 
 
God saw his heart and called him to be king knowing full and well all of David's future sins. 
 
In I Samuel 24:1-6 David and his men are hiding from Saul in a cave. It just so happens Saul enters the cave to relieve himself, and David cuts off the hem of his cloak. His conscience convicts him and he apologizes to Saul once he is a safe distance away. The cutting of the hem of the garment is a funeral practice to this day in some Jewish funerals. It is the cutting of the tassels which represent God's Word. It is a practice of telling the dead person they are free, no longer bound by the Law of Moses. David performed this on King Saul's garment; a not so subtle message 'you are a dead man'. 
 
Besides Bathsheba, David had a weakness for women. He had 6 wives and more concubines, with 11 sons mentioned or named. He became comfortable in his kingship, and the resultant mixed family situation resulted in his sons Absalom and Adonijah rebelling against him. David also sinned by taking a census of Israel, gathering data on the size of an army he could raise, instead of relying on the Lord.  
 
God called him knowing his future sins. It is the same with us.
One of the elements of David's heart I admire is how he responded when confronted about his tryst with Bathsheba. In II Samuel 12, Nathan the prophet is sent to David about his sin with Bathsheba. In v13 David responds:"I have sinned against the Lord." He could have said he sinned against Bathsheba, or that he sinned against Uriah. But David's heart was to cut to the core:I have sinned against the Lord.
 
He didn't blame lust, didn't make excuses, he cut right to the core - he sinned against God. He immeidately wrote Psalm 51 as a result of this confrontation and admission of his sin. Among the things he calls to God about, is this in v10:Create in me a clean heart, and renew a right spirit within me. 
 
We too get caught in sin and cry out for a clean heart, a right spirit. The Hebrew of that verse includes:"Create a steadfast (clean) heart." Steadfast, determined to walk with God in wholeness. It is that humble heart that hungers for His ways that He seeks, and has found in us, His people. 
 
Amazing grace! 
 
We'll wrap this up next week, until then, blessings,
John Fenn
cwowi.org and email me at [email protected] or [email protected]
 

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What does the Father want? 1 of 3

5/10/2025

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Hi all,
 
Modern church culture is very 'me' focused if you think about it. We've seen 'name it claim it', 'positive confessions', 'declarations and decrees', personal prophecy, inner healing, and more, all focused on getting everything we can from God or ridding ourselves of demons, diseases, flaws, and problems of life. 
 
Let's change our focus to what the Father wants. It is possible to live focused on what the Father wants, and I can tell you it is the most fulfilling life there is! 
 
#1:Jesus said the Father seeks worshippers:"Who will worship Him in spirit and in truth." John 4:23-24
"The time is coming and now is, when the true worshippers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth, for the Father seeks such people to worship Him."
 
Notice the worship Jesus is talking about, is directed to the Father. Understand that - in all the gospels Jesus never told us to worship Him. He said to worship the Father. He said to pray to the Father (The Lord's Prayer being the most well known of those instructions). So that is the question first:Do you worship the Father? (Or do you only worship Jesus? Jesus is God, so of course we worship Him, but do you worship Jesus while neglecting the Father?)
 
TRUE worshippers. The Greek word 'alethinos' here means 'genuine, real, true'. By stating 'true worshippers, Jesus reveals there are false worshippers, ones who mouth words or have ulterior motives in their worship. 
 
'In spirit' refers to worshipping with our very breath, out of our innermost being. 'In truth' means no ulterior motives, no agenda, no reminders for Him as we sing. It means pure, no strings attached, no ulterior motive, focused on the Father, worship. 
 
Jesus said the Father seeks such people to worship Him. The Greek word 'seeks' is 'zeteo', and within the culture means 'to inquire'. Seeking as an inquiry. (permisson) As we walk with the Father, He will be inquiring of us:Do you want to, will you, worship from your spirit in truth. Therefore, will we answer His inquiry? When one inquires, an answer is required. How do we answer what He is seeking? For me I can say my first thoughts in my first waking moment at least 90% of the time are; Thank you Father. I start each day with that simple act of worship, and talk to Him off and on throughout my day.  
 
Worship of the Father is seen in The Revelation 4. 
The apostle John says "I was in the Spirit" in v2, meaning this natural world fell away as his eyes were opened to the realm of the Spirit. He saw a door in heaven and heard a voice inviting him:'Come up here', and he was transported to heaven. This is seen by most as a type of the rapture, for it happens before the opening of the 7 seals by Jesus, which are the start of the Tribulation. 
 
When a person is in the Spirit they can see the Father. Daniel saw the Father in Daniel 7 as the Ancient of Days, to whom the Son of man came to receive a kingdom without end. Moses talked to God face to face in the glory cloud when it came down on the tabernacle in the wilderness, but when he was in the natural on the mountain God had to cover his eyes. (Exodus 33:11, 34:10; 33:20). Ezekiel had the Father and surrounding cherubs come to him in Ezekiel 1. He described a rainbow over the throne and clear flooring before it. 
 
When John was in heaven in The Revelation 4, he witnessed the rainbow, clear flooring, and cherubs and the elders worshipping the Father in v8, 11:"Holy, holy, holy, Lord God Almighty, who was and is and is to come." "You are worthy O Lord to receive glory and honor and power. For you have created all things, and for your pleasure they were created and have their being." 
 
Notice worship to the Father is all about Him - not what He did for us, but about Him, Him as Creator, Him as God, Him who is holy, Him who is ever-present. True worship is strictly vertical, from us to Him about Him and to Him. There is nothing about us, what He has done for us, how we were lost and now we are saved. No, worship is from our deepest spirit to His Spirit - spirit to Spirit. Our heart to His heart. But there is more. 
 
The word 'worship' in the Greek is 'proskuneo.' 'Pros' means 'toward'. 'Kuneo' means 'to kiss'. The worship Jesus says the Father is looking for, the true worshippers, worship as a kiss to the Father - that means true affection, true covenant. In that day as in ours, a kiss is a token of a covenant between two people. I kiss my wife as a token of all my love and devotion to her. Two friends even in our day, may kiss each other on the cheek as a token of their bond. Jesus literally said in John 4:23:"The hour is coming and now is, where the true kissers will kiss the Father in spirit and in truth; for the Father seeks such to kiss Him." 
 
The word 'worship' therefore, is a kiss of covenant to the Father. When we worship Him for being Him, we are saying we are in covenant with Him. That we love Him and are devoted and give ourselves fully to Him. He seeks such whole-hearted worshippers. A physical kiss between people is a very rough example of the true spiritual 'kiss' or worship. Deepest worship is therefore when we are pouring out of our spirit our love to the Father, while also keeping our mind focused on what we are saying, our mind probing our heart to find the words to express who much we love Him. It means we need to develop the mental discipline not to mouth words with our lips while our mind wanders what we'll eat for lunch tomorrow, or other such things our mind thinks of while we are singing worship songs to the Father. 
 
The Father is looking for true worshippers. Are you interested in answering that desire of His? 
How much of your prayers, how much of your worship, is to Jesus - all the while Jesus said directly that the Father seeks those who will worship (kiss towards) Him out of their spirit without ulterior motives. Can we redirect our focus to the Father, eyes off self, learning how to speak out of your deepest heart to the Father? Get to know your Father by just talking throughout the day, conversationally, but always with thanks.  
 
In my experience, most Christians don't know what true worship is because in their daily lives they don't worship the Father.  I have seen this as a pastor in the auditorium church and in house church. When the music stops and the leader says; "Let's just continue to worship Him" the volume drops off considerably. Many just stand or sit with eyes closed and heads bowed. This reveals they never developed their own life of worship. 
 
Years ago a leader in a house church was driving along complaining to the Lord:"Lord, I miss the worship of the auditorium church." He broke in:"You don't miss the worship; you miss the music, for worship flows from the heart." 
 
Worship from the spirit is a matter of us getting in touch with the core reasons we love God. The core things we are thankful for. The core reasons we walk with Him. Get back to basics, get back to the core, and start conversationally just telling the Father why you love Him and are so thankful for Jesus, for who He is as God and therefore worthy to be worshipped (kissed towards). 
 
As a side note; That is the beauty of praying and worshipping in tongues - it is of our spirit, our core. For those who aren't 'tongue talkers' yet, you may find if you do what I suggest here of getting in touch with your deepest heart of hearts and express your love to the Father, you may find yourself talking in a language you never learned - so deep will be the outpouring of your love and thankfulness that it will go beyond your known language to express it - and He will switch you over to tongues that your spirit may more fully and completely express your kiss towards the Father.
 
Another thing the Father looks for next week. Until then, blessings,
John Fenn
cwowi.org and email me at [email protected] or [email protected]
 
 

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The Holy Spirit not a personal gift? 3 of 3

5/3/2025

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Hi all,

I ended last week talking about how, for the first day after receiving the Holy Spirit, all I could say when praying in tongues, was 'abba abba abba' over and over again. Such was the pouring out of my heart for a (the) Father. 
 
I share this because I want to encourage you that tongues is just a language you never learned, just like a toddler that is learning a language for the first time. The difference is a toddler learns from the mind, but tongues flows from your spirit. Being a language, it will change as the speaker becomes more familiar with it. Imagine a toddler pronouncing 'spaghetti' as 'ba-sgetti' and then saying that same word correctly a couple of years later - they are learning a language they had never learned. That's like what happens to us.
 
Because of this, once you become familiar with the language the Lord has given you, you will be able to sense His emotions and tone. But because it is a real language of men or angels, you have the freedom to put inflection with it, and as you become more experienced, you will learn to do so in concert with Him. 
 
But how to break the 'abba abba abba' repeant that first day? 
I went back to Janny - the girl who led me to the Lord - and her answer was simple:"Ask the Father to change it", so I did. Soon suggestions of letters seemed to come into my thoughts, as well as syllables. When I spoke them out in faith that they were from the Father, they soon meshed into an actual language. I even tried adding letters on my own, which didn't fit at all, so I quickly stopped that experiment - thus I learned tongues is real and not made up. 
 
God doesn't grab hold of your tongue and make you talk
When Paul wrote guidelines for being a guest in someone's (house) church in I Corinthians 14:26-40, he wrote in v32:"The spirits of the prophets are subject to the prophets." The Greek:"The spirits of those who speak forth are subject to those who speak forth." 
 
What it means is that your spirit is subject to you. Paul had just been writing them that if you have a word from God but there is no opportunity to share it, keep it to yourself between you and God - you have not sinned. Nor do you have to share it. If there isn't opportunity, keep it to yourself he said. He also said to take turns and defer to one another. His point was that God will never make you be out of control of yourself. 
 
If you see someone shaking like a leaf, they can with effort by their will, stop the shaking yet still feel His presence on them. If you see someone slithering on the floor like a reptile, that is not God, it is a demon or they are in the flesh following others they've seen doing it, or are trying to get attention or something like that. God will not cause a person to lose control. 
 
Are there times a person is overwhelmed by His presence so all their strength leaves them? 
Yes, but that is seen in scripture as times God puts a willing person into a trance, or they fall under His power - not a courtesy fall because the preacher pushes you down - but a time when you are seeking God and His presence becomes so strong your earthly strength leaves you completely - that does happen. John 18:5-6 is one example. 
 
God won't grab your tongue and make you talk in tongues. It is a language, so speak it - you have to do it. He will provide the words, the inspiration into your spirit from which that unlearned language flows, but He won't make you do it. You remain in control. What must be overcome is the faith that what you are speaking is of Him and not yourself. With experience you'll be able to sense that flow welling up out of your spirit, by-passing your mind. 
 
This by-passing of your mind when things flow out of your spirit is quite common. Have you ever had an amazing revelation about the Lord, or the solution to a problem flows into your mind, and you think; "This is so great I'll remember it later." And then later comes and you have forgotten it? 
 
That is because revelations from the Lord are in your spirit, and your mind notices them and you think on them with your spirit, but your mind doesn't record it. Years ago I started keeping a pad and pen in the car so I could write myself a note about the revelations I'd get. Now I have a smart phone and I just tell the phone to make a note or send myself a text or email. 
 
Go back in your memory and analyze these things. Think them through. Notice and remember how it felt when that revelation came to you, notice how it floated into your mind, how there was peace with it. Then think on the difference when you come up with something, how it is all centered in your brain, not down in your spirit. By these things we grow and become more sensitive to His Spirit within us. 
 
The Holy Spirit is already here on the earth
One misconception is that a person wanting to receive the Holy Spirit has to wait on God to do something. The fact is the Holy Spirit is already here on the earth ministering today, so we aren't waiting for Him to baptize us with the Holy Spirit. It is that we need to be in position to receive.
 
On the day of Pentecost some 2,000 years ago, the Holy Spirit was given to mankind. People have been speaking in tongues since- it has never died out. Those who claim so don't know their church history. The Holy Spirit is here for all believers. HE is the gift of God Peter and Paul talked about in Acts, as I've already covered. 
 
If you want the Holy Spirit, either seek others to lay hands on you, or get alone with the Lord and start worshipping Him from your deepest most inner part. The Holy Spirit is here, but worshipping Him and talking to Him from your spirit may be new - Have you received the Holy Spirit since you believed? 
 
(I have some audio teachings on tongues and the Holy Spirit on our web site)
 
New subject next week, until then, blessings,
John Fenn
cwowi.org and email me at [email protected] or [email protected]
 
 

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